For all of you out there have a HAPPY RAMADAN!

Current Mood: fasting

its 5:45 pm now...we didnt go out yet because one of my friends is fasting, so we are going out after sunset.
i dont know how, but all the sudden...my friend and i got deep into one of those " i want to be in love" moments. although alot of the time i get very synical about "love" and how it is depicted in movies and what people think relationships are all about and how they actually are.

but every once and a while i got into those mood, where my heart feels very weak that it could stop beating if the right person comes along or the right words are said or right actions are taken. and right now im very dreamy and i keep playing this song over and over and over.

i feel so smitten with the idea that i got drowsy and im sleepy now.

i might take a nap to put these feelings to rest and avoid doing a colossal mistake.

;)

Current Mood: dreamy
Current Music: Shelter, Ray LaMontagne

Good morning..

okay so surprisingky i woke up at 9:20 am today...although i still had some sleep in me, i didnt want to waste a perfectly good morning since i had already opened my eyes i decided to wake up.

Everyone else is sleeping, so i decided since i missed classes yesterday because i was studying for my psy exam i should catch up on the things i have for this week. i check ilearn, and i realize that i have an exam on sunday ( because our week here is no longer from sat-wed its from sun-thur) and i also have another exam on the day after...then there are these two assignments that i dont know jack about, that are due very soon! anyways.... i feel very disorganized.

So now i know what i got to do, i just got to do them!

laying that aside..

i have to say something,

Yesterday my friends and i were watching City of God and in the middle of the film, for no good reason i just get up and go to the other room, i open my laptop and since my homepage is on BBC news (international version) there is an article about abuse in Iraq after Saddam with a a picture. So all the sudden i find my self searching for images of Abu Ghraib on Google. Believe me , you do and do not want to do that!

I got so depressed, the images were awful!!!!!! and then i just layed in bed thinking about things and how fucked up this world is...etc and my friends came soon after the movie was done, and we started talking about God and our existance.
and i just wanted to say that 10 years in prison and a dishonourable discharge is not enough!
and yes i know there are alot of other issues in the world that need to be discusses, but for this post i wanted to mention this. I know its an old subject but still, it was inhumane and no one should suffer such humility and torture.
For those of you who are interested in the incident you can wikipedia-it. all the images are there.

but as for Right Right now, i dont know what im going to do next...
but oh ya Ramadan is in like 2 days, which makes me miss being back home with the real atmosphore of Ramadan and family!

Current Location: FUCKING DORM ROOM
Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: nada unless you count this peice of shit called AC!!

wow!!! i havnt used this thing for so long i forgot my way around it. Actually, i nevber really used it that much to start with. I tried making a blog too like 3 months ago but that didnt work out either.

The reason im back here is because i came across someone else's LJ, and i guess i just got the urge to write something.
mm well i didnt read the whole profile page, but from skimming it and its not much.. i almost do recognize myself, well ok i do...but its sort of like, i was reading some of my inetrests and i was thinking, eww why did i write that!
anyways, the point is... well there is no point....but dont worry this is not a come back, because knowing myself i dont stick to these things for so long...plus im too chicken to type out my real feeling or thoughts or whatever is happening in mylife, and im too insecure..

i dont wanna make this a long one so whatever...
but i wanna add one more thing..
i heard some of the voice clips uploaded on this person's LJ and i reallly like that! i might do that..if im not too chicken

Current Mood: crushed
Current Music: LOUD AC

Its Offical..
I Like both..
Tom Cruise and The Darkness....Totally not related ...just realzed them both at the same time!
Oh and btw Tom is such a dear!
i mean he is realllly sweet i took a good photo of him too!
mwah
bye bye
sara

Current Mood: thankful
Current Music: Growing on me,The Darkness

today is my birthday!

i refuse to eat.
i refuse to cry.
i will stay here till the end of the summer.

Current Mood: crappy

i feel like crap and i wanna talk!

Current Mood: crappy
Current Music: none

so today i pack my bags again...

this time im out of the country,,

im kinda looking forward to it..

fresh clothes,jogging in the morning and more people to see..

i just hope its not another dispointment..

atleast i think i get more saying in what to do there..Thats got to be better!

I am so unbelievablly pissed!!!!!!

I mean for once would they just do something my way!

Its so annoying ...i give in to anthing any of them want...like gratitutde for what thye have done..even though its not like that...

and even when i said that to one of them, she told me not to feel or act that way!

and when i finally get the guts to speak out my mind..i get refusal and dispointment.

how fair is that?

i wanna so bad to just do what i want in high fashion way..and rub the fun i had in their especiially her face..

i mean they try to seem or be act but they are only human i understand...but SHE..No....SHE is a living nightmare of unjust selfcentered aattention.

SHE is unbareable .

Current Mood: pissed off
Current Music: MUSIC!! i cant even hear music in my head